Can I get a new life ?

I feel like dying. You made it, I hate myself. I just can't forget what happened. I need brain wash! I wanna forget abt it, I know it's impossible for now. Crying now. How to go to school later? Can I just get another new life? Love life! You used to rock my life, but now? Suckish!! Love life does rock my life, but you suck my life. Ughh. Only you know what you did. It's too late. You didn't respect me. I rmb I said I don't want.

Are you bored of me?

Tell me, are you bored of me? Do u still love me? I got the feel like you don't love me, and you're pretending to, or eve I can't get the love from you nowadays. ) : I always thought of negative, I don't know why, you asked me not to think of negative, think positive, but you're making me to think negative. n try to love me. D;In class, I always thought of you, even I don't, my classmates will say smth about you too.
Although you just phoned me and said you love me forever and ever, you promised me.. But I still have worries. D; i'm so so so worried that one day you will change ur mind.
I love you forever, xiang.

Boring Blog.

I have a boring blog, and I'm so so so lazy to update and find some interesting blog skin. Any suggestions? It's monday. Hmm. Nothing special would be occurs on monday. I think today surely no assembly bcs some of the participate went to field.... Uhh. Lazy. Maybe later only I update my blog. And yeah. I try to finish my homework at school and I do revision at home. ( :

THANKS TO MY EYE.

Afternoon, get into car. Jia Wei asked hey! What happened to your eye? Me : nahh. banged the table edge which Idk. Jia Wei : LOL! Me : -.- I know I know. Jia Wei : Why is it yellow colour? *blah blah blah* Get down from car to school. Jia Wei : Hey Xen Pei, look at Elaine's eye. *hide from her, kept covering it with my hand* In school, Kai Ser and YuJeen shouted : SWEET and SOUR FULL MOON!!! Faster ran to canteen. And sorry xiang, ignored him. Hehe. Then in canteen, OMG! What happened to your eye?! Who punched you?! *lots of them asked abt this* And yeahh, forgot to bring da paper. Back to class. Hey! Your eye! What happened? Wei Xiang punched you ahh? *KaiSer or YuJeen said* No laa. Wei Xiang kissed her laa. *Kai Ser or Yu Jeen said* Sigh. Don't know how many ppl had ask abt this. Then queued up to hall, had a speech, I dislike the red shirt speaker. Hmm. No offence. *bored, taked a lot* Back to class again~ Asked Shen to go toilet cam-whore but she said cannot. zzz. Recess time~ Jia Wei : ahahaha. It's obvious! Shen: not really obvious laa. Me : -.- Okay okay, it's obvious and not really.
After recess. Tapak Perhimpunan. Back to class~ Being noisieyy. Pn.Tan comes in. Take out your homework. Me : ehh. Got homework meh? When? Wtv laa. She won't check one laa. OMG! She checks. Nvm. Borrow from others. Ahahaha. She didnt check mine. : ) *stop, lazy to talk abt school* And just now bro took pics of me doing house chores, damn funny laa. Laughed, mum scolded. BYE.

Last night.

Stupid and the tired me. Last night I was texting wei xiang and I fell asleep. Don't know how long later, Idk how I knocked the table's edge. It was damn pain and Idk how, I fell ASLEEP *I think I tot it's dreaming*. When I woke up, I shocked. I looked at my pillow, OMG! WHY IS IT SO MANY BLEED ON MY PILLOW! Quickily ran into the mirror. And tears haven't drop, went to find my mum, she scolded me and said ASK YOU TO CLEAN UP YOUR TABLE....... *forgot what she said* The main point is, if later got SCAR idk ahh. *tears drop this time* Tears drop it own, I can't control it. And she said, cry what?! Later even worse, you're lucky ed, didn't hurt ur eye! After that, I went back to my room, and sleep. Can't sleep well. Damn pain.
Btw, if I did call him last night, that wouldn't happens. Sigh. I don't even know how it occurs. So stupid and funny laa. I didn't even know it's BLEEDING, how stupid was it. And yeah, I can't scold ppl, once I scold, it's damn painful. I can't even close my eyes too hard, it's superb pain. I hope there's no scar on it. : )



Ahhh.. Projects!!! You're taking away my life!!!

My Lazzieeyy-ness

My lazy-ness just ruined my whole blog. I'm so so lazy to update. Tmr Friday. I asked my mum she said talk to her later, after she comes back. Hmm.. I think can laa. Hehee. But I don't wanna go to school, but otherwise, I don't know how to go to Sunway, no way for taking taxi. Erhm.. Ask for Yu Jeen's idea first. Follow him, hahahaha. Ohh. Means Jia Wei has to follow me too. :P Hmm.. Okay my lazy-ness ruin my whole life. Oh damn. So how? Gawdddd. Fine. I actually have nothing to post. hehe. Sayonara. Ohh. yeahh. I rmb yesterday we were playing with da plants, *kesian da plants beside my class* we plucked a few and decorate it and put it on Shen's seat. And she threw to somewhere else, and Cik Ser's class comes, she asked : Why got SAYUR in class one? * few of us were laughing* Luckily not I picked up, and and and, one of it, got Shen's salivar, thanks to me. xP She always asks me, what kind of friend is this? EVIL friend. Correct ed la, EVILELAINE. E and E. Hehehe. Okayy. byee for now.

Ohh. I care ?

You are with ahem? Ohh. Like I would care. Fine.. I admit it. I care. =\ But nvm. Take good care of ahem ya~ ( = If not? Hmmph! I will never bother abt you anymore. Hahaa. Hmm.. And you ahem! Do not break the YOU's heart I mentioned just now. ( = Be a happy couple. Since you two love to be hyper so muchh. Heh. Good luck. I wish you two be happy forever. Hmm.. No da word forever, one of them doesn't like it. Hehe. They two are my siblings. Er.. what can I call them? LOL. Aiyoo.. Idk what to post laa. I just know that I miss HIM a lot. Coming back on Sun but can chat on Sat night. Hmmm.. not bad not bad. LOL. Sienzz. Hmm.. Having my hazelnuts coffee. Kelly be jealous. :P
BYE.
And And And! Don't know what happened to Shen-Li didn't answer my call for few times ed. zz.